my pebble.

so last night, in between the figure skating and other olympic splendor, i got to see american idol for the first time since like, the first season. and the main questions that hit me, after watching it, was…would my favorite singers of the past and today even make it to the final twelve in american idol? like, for instance, i was listening to nirvana on the way home and hello, it is nirvana, huge! but would kurt cobain have ever made it past the first round? his voice is not traditional in any sense. but amazing non the less. does american idol only find classic voices? pop voices? can a person with a truly orignal “alternative” voice make it on that show? i was just wondering. ha, there is a commercial on right now for dial up internet. does anyone actually have dial up anymore? i think that if i did i would vomit. a temporary hold has been placed on the distribution of the sex tape of kid rock, scott stapp and four women on a tour bus. damn. missed out on another hot sex tape. darn. i dont think that there should be a hold on it. if you, as a celebrity especially, are stupid enough to make a sex tape in this day and age, after the whole pam/tommy debacle and after paris’ show, you have no right to be upset if it “gets out”. you are a moron. moron. and now…oh right. nevermind.

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you know what dentists need to do to ensure that people actually go see them ever 6 months? they should discover some horrible deadly disease that you will get, even if you brush and floss regularly, if you don’t go to the dentist ever six months. seriously. something that they have to screen for that often or something. because why do people go to the regular doctor when they are supposed to? because they have to be screened for horrible diseases. so bam. there you go. the american dental society can get right on that. seriously. cause i hate going. but i would go, more often, if it was to ensure that i wasnt dying from some horrible disease! is all i am saying. i am hyper mentally, but so sleepy physically.

would be just as into this idea as i am.

seems kind of cheesy…but so freakin cool!

i think i want a pair of these contacts…do you think they make baseballs as well?

too cool…or too creepy.

because i think it is the blame for why i cannot do fancy colors and such from this computer.

i am nothing if not a fan of fancy colors.

do i Ever make sense?

Dude…new favorite song, Blackbird as sung by mr. dm. LOVE IT! though that shouldn’t really come as a surprise…

i have an obsession with death i have noticed. no matter what i am doing, if i am nervous i claim it is because i might die. oh, i can’t drive in the snow i might die. oh, i have to turn a light on or else i might die. oh, i have to take the trash out or else i might die. its funny. but really, it helps. because like, dying (dieing? huh?) is like, the worst thing that could happen. i mean really, not much worse. so like, if i just assume the worst then anything else that happens is ab fab. right?

i am so on crack tonight. i blame it on the gym. going to the gym is like taking speed.

SO MUCH ENERGY!!!

and all i really want to do is go to sleep because i know i have to get up in the morning and if i dont go to sleep soon then i really wont want to get up and i Have to be at work at like the butt crack of dawn cause that is what i do.

i am defined by my insessent (incessent?) need to get places ridiculously early.

hehe so whenever i write ridiculous i always want to spell it rhidiculous. funny. hector you are a pimp!

i cannot spell. growing up i was always the speller of the house. i could spell anything and everything i was asked. apparently they never asked me to spell incessent. insecent. incescent. insescent. whatever. i can spell lettuce though! l-e-t-t-u-c-e ha!

i filed my taxes this evening. done and done!! yay!!

water that is heated up and then cooled and then drinken (drunk? apparently my grammar sucks as bad as my spelling) sucks. it tastes weird. is all i am saying. why would i have hot water that i let cooled and then drank you ask? why didnt i just make tea with the hot water you ask? oh well that is simple. i have no tea. i wanted tea, so, thinking i had some, i boiled water. then, when it hissed at me, i went to get a teabag and BAM! no tea in the awbcv!* yeah i felt like an idiot. it was funny though. i laughed out loud. then felt silly because i was standing in my kitchen with boiling water and no tea and i was laughing outloud and there was no one else around. is it time for me to get some cats?

*sigh*

song on iTunes right now: too legit 2 quit by m.c. hammer. yuuup. u know! i am so distracted by the song i don’t know what to write! sweat it, sweat it- cause youre gonna regret it!

hehe what else…ok DONE! g’night. oh, i need to post a secret g/bf but i cant do the pictures here….grr… whatever. g’night!

*awbcv- apartment with bitchin’ city view