ps
i think i have a problem. i totally just emailed planters to find out where all the cheez balls have gone.
Saturday, October 29, 2005
so many…
for whatever reason my blog here wont let me do anything past green in the rainbow of colors it allows for the font. i suppose that blue wouldnt show up so well on the background…but shouldnt i be the one to decide? perhaps it is because i have the free version..perhaps you have to pay extra for the full color spectrum.
wicked.
today was one of the most interesting days in my life. i dont know of any other day when i have managed so many different emotions all in one go. i really hope that i dont do a groundhog day on today.
i saw a preview for a movie with jake gyllenhaal and heath ledger called brockback mountain. it looks like just, wow. just wow. i must see it. i just think it has the potential to be an amazing, moving just — movie. perhaps i am putting too much pressure on the movie based on a two minute trailer…but i cannot wait to see it. cannot wait.
cannot.
did you know that these online journal/bloggy things can be read by anyone? they should put a warning label on them:
ATTENTION: This site is available to anyone with computer access. Even in Africa and Nebraska. Please proceed with caution.
that would be hella funny.
hella.
ooo just heard the squealing of tires. always makes me want to jump up and check on trevor. i try not to smother him, but it is hard as i love him so.
hella.
i dont think i will be gone by the first snow…but i am hoping…
Friday, October 28, 2005
vent.
Please excuse prior post.
twas a vent.
no more anger!! it is friday!! yay!
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Californiaaaa Caliiifooorrrrniaaaa
i need to consult on the women to see if i got the extra letters right in california…they are an expert on all things- including theme songs- that are the oc…hehe.
it has been an extreme “must listen to california songs” this week. i am really pressuring this trip…i feel the need to use it to .make sure. that it is where i want to be. kind of freaks me out moving back. will i morph back into .high school me. i feel like i have not been that in so long. well somtimes a little with some people but still…
ahhh BEVERLY HILLS!! I LOVE WEEZER. i love going to concerts and like rediscovering an old love. i felt like that at the dave shows this summer. i love him, always have, but .Why. hit me again this summer. same with =W= (hehe) i still listen to them and like them and all but i forgot .Why. until i saw them again. twas a lovely night. especially hanging at the wicked kick ass worcester bar (club?) before…
NAME THAT TUNE:
nothing lasts forever…dooont haaaang ooon…
It is from the subaru suv commercial and i dont know who sings it and such and it is driving me
On that note….I must fix up my ipod for the trip.
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
tuesday.
my car squeals. not in delight or joy but in pain. poor trevor. he has been taken in to have his belts tightened. sounds kind of dirty if you ask me. s&m.
i wonder a lot if i am a pushover. if i allow others, friends, to say and do things that are really quite mean. if i just blow it off, let it go. so i finally commented on something that did hurt me. and now i am sitting scared that i had no right to call attention to said hurt. with some people, i place no value on my own feelings. funny.
i do not want to be lame anymore. this is my only whiney post. i swear.
well, until tomorrow!
my first…again.
first.
not last.
this is eerily similar to ri.
not last.
this is eerily similar to ri.
